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[sadie_cocopuff]

falling into the trap of nostalgia once more...trying to find pictures for a senior page will do that to you. it's depressing because it marks the end of high school, and in the process of digging up memories to share with the rest of the world you find other odds and endings. then you think of things you got rid of because you didn't want to think about endings and mentally kick yourself because now you want them. i'm terrified of losing memories. i collect them obsessively. it's probably not healthy. i should hold a ritual burning before i leave for college, but that's not gonna happen. maybe i should lock up high school in a trunk and not open it until after college.