early one morning just as the sun was rising...

[sadie_cocopuff]

well not really, but i sure feel like i still ought to be in bed. soooooo tired. and definitely not going to church today. i can't believe how close we are to exams and christmas and operetta and halfway through my last year of high school. i'm really sad about that, cause every time we do something annual i think "this is the last one i'm ever going to be a part of". the last michaelmas, the last hike, the last volleyball game...and i've managed to miss the last state robotics competition, the last basketball season, and the last choir concert at the bush library. all thanks to my deciding to have surgery, which i don't regret, but i really wish i could have just done everything. *sigh*